i've figured out that the only way to change your situation is to do something about instead of just moping about waiting and wishing for change.

so basically i shall purchase my own camera as waiting for a gift is just a waste of time and it can really piss u off how unreliable some people can be...

i'll buy my own record player, its quite annoying having vinyls and not being able to listen to them...

and i'm going to start drawing again, i haven't drawn for like a year and a half, and its quite disgusting how crap i am now...



and im going to try and have a brighter outlook on life.
it might help...